Holy shit.

So something applies to you it is universally true? Tell that to starving children around the world, victims of violence, those raped and murdered, those with terminal disease and those who've died of terminal disease.

Then tell it to those who do not believe in god and who have "gone through bad times" and survived.

The willingness to blame god for every good and dismiss every evil of the world to circumstance at the same time is a ridiculous double standard.

If god is to be blamed for good he is equally to be blamed for bad. If he's not to be blamed for bad neither is he to be blamed for good.

If I were a god and I had designed the human brain I'd consider it one of the greatest creations on this planet, and I'd abhor any who wasted it such as yourself.

God is good. Hes like the door, the key, and the path to and from the door :)

This "God" you speak of, do you believe in him because you need something to believe in or because you want to think that you are apart of the "chosen", the ones who will "inherit the earth"? Because what you have just said can be said by almost everyone who follows one of the major religions (excluding the ones that lack a god). What makes you think your religion is right and their beliefs misguided? Why would an all-knowing, all-powerful god waste his eternity on someone as insignificant as yourself and I? Where is God when a teenager deems himself unworthy of life and commits suicide? Where is God when innocents were murdered during war? They now cease to exist, because a "god" who had the power to save them decided he is too mighty to help the weak. All it wouldv'e taken is a minute to interact directly with the victim/victim's to save their life. If God brings you into the middle of a volcanic explosion, will you and your false beliefs stand firm while lava burns your skin? Will your last thought be 'God will bring me through this'? Clearly you are too naive to understand that not everything is a box of chocolates.