Now, before you get all uppity and in arms or whatever, I've got to clarify here so you don't crawl up my butt.
I was raised Baptist, and my mother is Baptist. I had a crisis of faith at about twelve, and when I sort of realized that maybe reading a book that men wrote was a bad idea, I dropped it, and started going with what logic had taught me. What we can percieve is about as real as it gets, and since there's no personal evidence for a divine, why in the world would I believe in anything? For the longest time, I was athiest. Then agnostic. And now I'm starting to think that there's something to this machination.
I don't really consider myself a philosopher, no, but whenever I start to ponder on exostential nonsense, I keep finding things either ending with a zero-sum(or nothing. Not like contemporary nothing. Literal nothing.) or infinity. Time is the real punk in all of this too, considering it's a human construct and kind of hard to uh, break, in terms of thought. In any event, with our current knowledge, our best bet at what the 'beginning' was was the big bang. And if you don't know what that is, you should probably be slapped. Right. So. The big bang. The creation of uh, everything. What happened before that? And what happened before that? And what happened before that? And what happened before that? And so forth. See where I'm goin' with this?
So look, sure, there's probably an explanation for that too, but it all comes down to there being at least some form of greater power to something. And I'm not just talking out of my ass. At least, really hope I'm not. I'm using a keyboard right now. That'd be... awkward. In so many ways. And I'm not insisting that whatever it is has benevolence, or is even capable of benevolence, but nothing doesn't just become something and play out like it has without that something being an audacious fuck.
So let's go back to that big bang point. The whole creation of the universe there. Let's assume, for argument, that this was indeed the initial point of creation. That this is where existance began. Now, the opposite of the universe existing is it not existing. And if the universe doesn't exist, by that logic, then nothing exists. And if nothing exists, then why would it suddenly spawn something? Not to mention a something that's so dirty and complex that it doesn't even make sense anymore. We can see, at some points or another that there are connections. Building blocks. Orbits. Mathematical equations for figuring things out, but everything is still, when taken from a different angle, complete and utter chaos. Now only something with a mind to, as simple or complex as it is, could ruin the perfection that nothing had going on so well. And let's say the big bang isn't the point of origin anyways. We can find another point of origin. And another.
Right so, my biggest flaw with this whole logic train I had here is mostly that uh, I do not understand the 'fourth dimension' or how quantum physics work at all. What with the whole infinity zen loop nonsense n' all. That might play in, I'm sure.