I do believe that fate does exist. Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant filled with odd waiters who bring you things you never asked for and don't always like. However, fate can be a misconseption; like the saying "everything happens for a reason," it's only a cover-up for the fact you don't have control over your own life.
Haha, i agree. I mean, I love twilight, but then again, I am a girl. And I've read all four books and managed to read the first 3 before the film came out, so now you know two girls that read twilight before it was unleashed in chick flick form.
long story short, twilight=chick flick on print.
have you ever tested to see if she was acting civil towards you or not ? have you ever looked at her and get a glare or a roll of the eyes ? i mean, i know you don't talk, but if she's ever looked at you and given you the death stare i don't think that's technically the "cold shoulder".
I agree. It's anime for crying out loud ! cartoon creators don't think about what kind of government related messages they want to send out to kids. The whole fear of communist messages in the media was just a game, and from the sounds of it, so is this.
it's wasn't you i promise. it was more of what me and one of her other friends did...sorry man, if we could we'd take back everything we said to you, we would.
cuz really, the only reason she's mad is because we were complete assholes to you. I mean, she doesn't want you around but if you wondered it's not like she doesn't care. she's too compassionate to completely cut a person off...other wise she wouldn't talk to us either...
watch this video ! what he says is almost COMPLETELY true in my life (:
and here's the lyrics if you can't understand him. haha. he speaks fast.
I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love, or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love, or hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you want me all to your self type love, or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name, and shit, I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage.
See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep then wonder if she dreaming about us being in love type love, or who loves the other more, or what she's doing at this exact moment, or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when she not there. Shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes all around the house so she never forgets how much I love her type love then not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about her type love. Hope that I make her feel as good as she makes me feel, and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love. Only difference is this is one of those real love type loves. and just like in high school, I want to spend hours on the phone with her not saying shit, and then fall asleep and then wake up with HER right next to me, and smell her all up in my covers type love.
I want to try to counting the ways I love her, and then lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all over again.
I want to celebrate one of those month anniversaries even though they ain't really anniversaries, but doin' it just cause it makes her happy type love.
And check this, I want fall in love with the melody the phone plays when her number is dialed in to her type loves and then talk to you til I lose my breathe, she leaves me breathless, so with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of her back into me.
I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her longer because, in all honesty, I want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill type loves.
I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love as long as I'd like to type loves, and I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking about how strong this love is type love.
I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair. ...Well, maybe not all of the hair maybe just cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.
And check this, I kinda feel comfortable now, so I can tell y'all this I even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory get transported to some third world country just to get treated then somehow meet up again with you so that I could fall in love with you in a different language just to see if it still feels the same type love.
I want a love that's as unexplainable as she is, but I'm married, so she is going to be the one that I share this love with.
okay, well, what happened was kind of a few people and mine's fault, and i regret that we ever even got involved in the first place, but it's kind of late.
okay, so last summer, to put things bluntly, toni and adam (altarion) got into this huge fight thing and she thought it would be better if she had nothing to do with him from that point on cuz it would hurt her too much.
now, to carmen (crossmyheart) and i, she's practically a little sister to us. we've always been extremely protective of her. and we had noticed that adam would be participating in her debates, so being the extremely protective people we are, didn't like that at all. so we started chewing him out on everything. she found out, got pissed at us for being so stupid, and then hasn't been on since.
i admit, it was ENTIRELY our fault and we deserve being treated the way we are from her right now, but all we wanted to do was protect her.
...given of course we could have done things better but still. it was entirely and completely our bad.
and i for one feel horrible cuz i realize now that what we did was not in her best interest at all, and also that she's not the kind of person you want to EVER get mad. ):
this is the first time she hasn't been on because she was upset about the way her friends were acting, even if it was towards someone she didn't like. the other times she would always just be busy with school and dance.
i hope she forgives us for acting this way, and adam, if youre reading, i'm really sorry about everything we said to you. I think that if treating you bad got toni mad when she isn't even your friend anymore, then you really didn't deserve it...
