I see someone is doubting the whole of my experiences. For the end of my story I will begin now. At ten July 5th 1981 I hadn't been myself lately as I was an active child. I wasn't as energetic as usual, felt a bit sick with a headache for about by now. It was a hot summer day in northern California when my friends stopped by to ask me if I wanted to go to their grandmas and go swimming. I faked feeling better and off I went to go swimming just up the street from my home. A short time later I dove off of the diving board into the pool, when I surfaced it felt as though I had an explosion inside of my head. So painful I could barely see. My friends thought I was crying wolf and started teasing me about a bee being on my head, but all I could do was scream and try and find the edge of the pool and try to get out which I did. Twenty paces or so later as I held my head together as I thought my brain was coming out I collapsed into a patch of clovers covered in bees. My neighbor seeing that I was in serious trouble helped me to my house where I was then rushed to the hospital. My next memory was opening my eyes and seeing my mother, I smiled, I was in the ambulance being rushed to a city hospital in the next town. I had suffered a ruptured blood vessel in my cerebellum, a brain aneurysm, for which after the angiograms and spinals I was being prepared for surgery and expected not to live. I remember none of what was happening around me as I was unconscious at that point. What I do remember is my experience of leaving the world I knew into a place in the heavens. Here is what I seen:
It was dark, like the night sky, all I could see were pinpoints of light much like stars, I knew who I was and where I had come from and who I had left behind. I was not hot or cold, hungry or scared, lonely or longing, I had no emotions in the human context nor was I sad. I felt as though I was being held in a bubble or cupped in unseen hands, I had no emotions so feeling safe was not relative. I could see, I remembered myself, and in this state I remember holding out my arms to look at my hands as if to see myself, I felt myself doing this but there was nothing there for me to see, I was not inside my body, yet I knew that I was alive and I knew I was a spirit and no longer a physical being. I understood the concepts of being outside the body and being a spirit as if I had always known it, there is no fear here, and just to let you know the spirit can see, and the spirit remembers who he is, and the soul hungers not.
This is why I know life exists after death. This is my own personal experience and memories of death. Here there is no debate.
I was plagued with health problems in the first ten years of my life. I had to pay careful attention to these experiences because they occured on the same day, July 5th, of different years. I had fever seizures shortly after birth to age five, in one of these seizures I suffocated on my own tongue at age one in my crib. When my mother came in to check on me I was dark blue, my feet distended and not breathing, my uncle saved my life with mouth to mouth. I was certainly to young to have a memory of this experience or so I thought later. At age five, same day I drowned in an above ground pool, I stared up at the surface where my three year old sister was floating, she tried to get the adults attention because somehow she knew I was in trouble. I myself was in a mystery at this point because while standing there looking up I didnt know how to get there. That is the last thing I remember, and then nothing. After I had taken my official breath of water my sister was able to get my other uncles attention, who jumped in the pool fully dressed, cowboy boots on and pulled out of the pool and then administered mouth to mouth, different uncle, same day, same gift of life. Again my only memory was standing on the bottom of the pool staring at the surface, wondering how to get there, then nothing. After these two experiences I had two reoccuring nightmares for years that would repeatedly would have me waking up screaming. The nightmares not especially scary at all, strange in fact because they were about cake and ice cream, my mother, and leaving the planet earth. How? One was sugar cones of ice cream stacked one atop the other high into the sky I could not see the end but I knew that the top ice cream was my mothers ice cream and I climbed these cones that led me high above the earth into space until I reached it. I take the cone and I eat it, my mothers ice cream, having left her behind on the earth I woke up screaming, that dream was over, the same every time for years. The next nightmare was about cake. I sensed someone with me it felt male, but my attention to detail wasnt focused on him, but he had taken me to the outer orbit of earth, and vividly I remember seeing our planet down below as an astronaut would, I knew it was earth, I didnt think much about why I was above it and not on it. After being taken to orbit by this presence I would then begin to cover the whole earth with cake, I was making a cake to cover the whole planet, and then suddenly as before I realized that my mother was down there on the earth and I had just covered her in cake and I felt as though I buried her on the earth under my cake, and I would wake up screaming. Again this nightmare persisted for many many years, so often that the vivid images are still with me. As this story has one more profound experience I am going to pause for now, I hope there is someone who would like to hear the ending, as I will write it soon.
hmmm, so then the pyramids did not exist before you, they are just here now because you can see them and validate them, but there was no life before you? after you? no evidence to support it, perhaps you should give it another think as philosophy differs from sceintific opinion. Life, is a window.
EVIDENCE!!! do you think that you exist? now? are you alive? is the reflection in the mirror proof of ones self? are you a creation of your own imagination and all throughout your life just your creation too? what is life? science says that it is impossible to live or be alive without water, oxygen, and seemingly mild climates. do you think earth is a goldylocks planet? hard to know what to beleive isnt it. can you see your reflection in the mirror? is it real? an illusion? is it what you want to see? IS IT REAL? your spirit self staring back at you in the mirror cannot be touched of felt, it cannot suffer or experience love, hate, fear, or happiness. the you inside the mirror can never be hungry. but you can be hungry you know what hungry is, it is life the spirit that is never hungry wanted to feel and to know and it was.
well lets see if we can understand this theory. are you saying that in the beginning when the universe was no bigger than a speck of dust, it exploded? wouldn't it seem rational if in fact the universe began so small that even before its existence it was nothing? it has expanded from nothing? could nothing explode and create something? how? why? if it were nothing how can it be? this the unfortunate reality of scientific explanations bordering on an almighty as the true explanation. what came first, the chicken or the egg? how can an egg exist without a chicken? maybe you are only, as is all of this around you, a creation of your own imagination! limitless speculation, the sky is the limit! swim within the confines of the mind as it expands much like the universe! by the way, it wasn't a big bang, it was a big splash!!!
war is murder!
all you vegetarians are an outrage! so you do not eat meat, hurray for you! I do not care what you eat to stay alive, after all everyone, including you, consumes the dead to stay alive! think about that for a minute. you eat how you want as will I. you don't need to throw a parade, I could care less, and so should you. worry about something important in life will ya? after all, if it weren't for a high protein meat eating diet, you would still be a monkey!
something to think about. lets step back a few paces, to ourselves in the embryonic stage, our gestation period before birth, after conception, or creation. we had no idea that the world in which we began, in the womb, was only the beginning of our life. we did not know anything else outside our little universe inside our mothers. we presumably accepted that this was life and there was no reason to imagine something or somewhere outside of our mother. there certainly is a life outside of this one, all the facts predict so, such as, the tunnel of light, a memory of the birthing experience into a world yet unknown until birth. a world of light, sounds, into the arms of our family, people and places we had never seen before, our first breath. life tells us that the embryo although alive, has yet to be born, so it is fair to assume based on past experience, that there is indeed another plane of existence outside of this one. death to the past life, the only one you knew, and birth, to the new life. just like a baby, conception to birth. statistics show that what has happened in the past is likely to happen again. now having said that, the universe? the world in an embryonic state, suspended in a placental space, what we can understand would suggest that, like the baby, the earth, has yet to be born outside of this universe. if we can exit our mother, escape the earths atmosphere, we too can exit this universe. indeed this is only the beginning of a truly amazing journey, mentally, physically, and spiritually.
unfortunately there have been people in this world who were told by mere mortals that Jesus is our savior, a man. freedom of religion promotes these things however silly they sound, you see, Mary cheated on Joseph and came up with the best story ever! told and retold even today. give her credit for that, or blame society for its ignorance, I vote stupid
I think the real question is, DO YOU REALLY EXIST? or, do you believe in miracles? are you a creation of your own imagination?
do you believe in ghosts? I think therefore I am I think? what is the meaning of existence? what is the point? is this reality only yours and yours alone, everyone else you have drummed up to be a part of your existence? do you know why we do not know the answers to all domains of reality? if you knew what is and what is to be, would you still want to be in it? isn't the unknown part of the charm of being at all? the mystery, is still out there.
oleander salad
daffodil parfait
angle death cap mushroom sauce
and apricot sorbet
prisoner condemned to die, last meal
you will never have another meal, only one tray the moment you are locked down on death row, you do not have to eat it, you can let it rot, paint your cell with it, or ware it, totally up to the inmate. however, you will never again have a tray of food.
inmate knows that the one last meal will indeed kill him as it is poisonous, left up to him, die quickly? or starve to death? they would be in control of there ultimate death, no ones hands or minds are guilty except his own. unrealistic, yet thought provoking none the less, thank you for listening
while it is a fact that innocent people have been placed and convicted to death row condemned to die, there are however people who are guilty and should die. my thought is this, in watching the innocent be freed at last after years on death row or in prison for a crime they did not commit, they all have one thing in common, the innocent are not bitter, they fault no one. this is a genuine characteristic of the truly innocent person. now having said that, the guilty should indeed leave the free world. perhaps prison reform would do better than the electric chair, after all, murder is murder. I propose two alternatives, one being a scientific discovery. the prisoner condemned to die should, for the first time in their life, do something for the good of humanity, science to be specific. strapped to a chair with no ability to free himself, adorned with a helmet cam in a rocket headed directly into a black hole. will he turn into a pile of spaghetti as proposed, or is the black hole an exit into another universe, we would at last be certain. my only fear is that indeed this prisoner does make it to another dimension with other thinking beings and they revere him like a god and worship him, as well as set him free. the outcome would most certainly be one we know to well three boatloads of prisoners cast out of england with the only man crazy enough to believe that the world was round and he would not fall off the earth after reaching the endless horizon. we all know what happened when Columbus was right, pilgrim.
my next suggestion will follow shortly, the poison supper.
