Dacey and kinda trolling through CD , i love him but he hates me.

;)

How bout i change this tune and Dr Zeus it?

I do not like him in a boat , i do not like him up a tree ,i dont like him on my case or in my face , i do not like him upon me.

Oh me oh my , oh how ive tried , ive tried , ive tried , ive laughed , ive cried,

but damned if i do and damned if i dont

I do not like how he boasts , despite the wit that hath he most, i do not like him no i dont , i will not like him no i wont.

I guess your right said she to he to she and he .

Hed never say damned and damned you see , see.

did , didnt , do , dont , is never the same in the cd boat

will ,will not , should , shouldnt , can ,cant ,could ,couldnt.

Kinda darling

kinda dear

kinda arsehole

oh dear me dear.

I forgive i forgave

yet youd rather see me in a grave

u did not forgive , though i forgave.

now i like to misbehave.

have fun have fun oh joy oh joy

[Sorry kinda, i cant believe how much attention our little love hate relationship is getting. And you thought i was lonely and needed a life. Between this place and being a housewife and mother , and doing sweet f a (after doing my chores of course), im content. And thats all i need .

So dont you worry my love i set you free from these chains of bondage that bind you to me. You go your way and i will go mine , tis what we agreed(?)is it not.]

This is my final coversation to Terminator.

Why did you ask to be my ally?

You ask about self esteem.

You stroke my ego.

An example of this pity has been given to me numourous of times regarding things i have said in some of my posts on CD. It makes me seem pathetic and quite frankly that just makes me ill. I am a lot stronger than what a lot of people give me credit for.

This is highly due to the fact that , i have already realised too late in life that i am not a worthless piece of shit that some , would like to have me ,and others ,think of myself.

In other words it took me a long time before i even had a self esteem and a long time allowing others and myself to trample on it.

Then a few years ago ,hell finally came and i had a nervous break down.

Then salvation.

Today i have a self esteem that is nearing egotistical.

But that egotism is part bluff.

I have four very beautiful children , who love me unconditionally.

Bias mother , yes perhaps i am.

The best mother ,no.

Though my 19 year old would probably debate that.

I wounder why?

Maybe because i know my faults?

So does he.

And now since ive joined CD , so does , half the site.

So i guess my unconditional love extends beyond my own children., including telling people when they are being an arsehole and sharing just some of my life bits , and pieces of my oppinion.

You seem to feel you know enough to request to be my ally , and then also feel you know enough to aid healing of my self esteem.

Then you kick me in the guts.

I have anger issues and if you had bothered to actually get to know me then you will see that in the time ive been here i have in fact improved.

Kinda and i still clash. This recent account was possibly going to be another (one of the many)passer-by occassions. (As much as i love him the flame is dying)Maybe because despite these ,now , occassional clashes , we have both been actually making efforts .

Then we have interested folk who want to jump into the sack with us.

If you want to dispute me then do it properly.

Go into each debate , each post ive ever entered or attacked and dispute away.

But dont think your playing mediator.

You critisize Usps for "stirring the pot"

You my darling EX-ALLY , are stiring a pot of shit broth!

Maybe its just period related , so this would mean then that it is my fault Kinda is an arsehole?

FACT-im an over-emotional angry little bitch of little education , with a foul mouth and...............(you add the rest).

FACT -Kinda is a smooth talking , highly intelligent , arsehole.....case closed.

message to me.

TERMINATOR said:

I don't like Kinda - I am trying to help you by learning his point of view.

And there you have it.

Terminator , leave me alone .

Do not send me any further ally requests.