The fact that you point out you are religious, yet use 1, ONE period in that hot mess of delusional thing you call a paragraph is disturbing...and further evidence that religion is idiotic because it is a following of idiotic ideologues like yourself!

Pascals wager...ehhh no...heres why:

By believing in a god, you are not being intelectually honest. You devaluate your life by spending all the time/energy/though..etc. to maintain a myth for a promise of some afterlife. Rather than feeling connected because of humanity, you are distracted by a lie that somehow tells you you are better than others (other religions)...but all the while you are doing nothing but guessing that your religion is correct (theres 4200 religions approximateyl, what makes your right?). It is a view of reality that is damaging to your identity.

Religion is absolutely idiotic. There are many different ways one can go to prove that it is, but I need only to use one:

4200...This is a mere estimate of the number of religions in the world. The fact that someone can "subscribe" to a religion and so charismatically and passionately follow its petty rules and then impose their religion on others without truly knowing and understanding each and every religion is absurd. People kill others because they don't follow their same beliefs and they think they will go to heaven for committing such an act. But how is it possible to reasonably know that your religion is the correct one which will allow you eternal salvation in the kingdom of god without knowing all religions? Because they all cannot be right!