Alicia Keys says some deep shiiiit. (x
i'm a prisoner of words unsaid. these lonely feelings locked away in my head. i trap myself further everytime i stay quiet; i should start to speak, but i stop and stay quiet. now i've made my own hard bed inside this prison of words unsaid.
p.o.w-- that's what i am. not a prisoner of war, but a prisoner of words. mostly i say what you want to hear. could you take it if i came clear ? or would you rather see me stoned on a drug of complacency and compromise ?
m.i.a--i guess that's what i am, scraping this cold, hard, earth for a piece of myself. it'd be easier if you just put me in jail. you know, if you locked me in jail at least i'd have someone to blame. but these bars of steam are of my own making.they surround my mind and have me shaking.my hands are cuffed behind my back--i'm a prisoner of the worst kind in fact. i'm a prisoner of compromise, a prisoner of compassion. a prisoner of kindness, a prisoner of expectations. a prisoner my youth running too fast to be old; i've forgotten what i was told...an eyesight to behold.
a prisoner of age dieing to be young. to my head, is a hand with a gun; and it's cold and it's hard because there's no where to run. you caged yourself by holding your tongue. i'm a prisoner of words unsaid. just lonely feelings locked away in my head. it's like solitary confinement: everytime i stay quiet, i start to speak but i stop...i stay silent.
and now i've made my own hard bed inside this prison of words unsaid.
hey, i'm just trying to make sure there's no hostility coming out of carmen. Because as you can tell, she's been quite the bitch to him in the past day. ):<
i personally am siick of it, so that's the only reason i brought it up one last time.
i'm good with keeping my word, so i promise i'll shut up now as long as Carmen doesn't see a reason to start the bitchassness up again.
then i'll just beat her up and tell her to put a sock in it. xD
yeah, sure.
please please please, i'm begging you. for the sake of Carmen not bringing up anymore bullshit, pleeease stay off Toni's stuff...i don't want there to be more attacks on people when really it's not necessary. we all know that the two of you both deserve better than that.
please. /: